Saturday, October 01, 2005
issues.
i had a big fight with my mom&pop.
i know, like what's new.
but it got me thinking real hard.
many things in our local context has so much controversy wrapping it.
so well-wrapped that it's almost un-speakable.
simple instances. ((not that it implies on me))
smoking and sleeping around.
so if someone smokes,
does it mean that he/she is to be deemed
as a disgusting person with zero morality?
does smoking really makes u anymore or less of a person?
yes, i know, it is more of a health concern that a morality issue.
but still,
i notice people giving glares, stares
and even annoying hand-pinch-nose kind of rude actions to smokers.
i mean, if the smoker was horrendously inconsiderate,
by huffing into ur damn face or sticking the litted butt into ur arm,
by all means, keep the stare/glare/wave going on!
but really, u can't blame the wind direction at times.
__it always messes up my gorgeous hair, i know.
anyway, what i'm meaning to say is,
smoking does not make anyone more or less
of a being in any possible way, in regards to morality.
smoking, to each person is their choice.
no, i'm not flagging out to encourage
the world to light up this moment.
so please, ,whoever u weird MICA people are,
do not sue my poor little imbecile self.
next, sleeping around.
so, miss-XYZ has slept with half her classmates.
she laid so muchh, she could just setup a whore-house all by herself.
BUT! without their help, she's still topping classes!
(no, she did not do it with the lecturer. she got taste for younger blood.)
and, she volunteers her time at the old folks'/children home.
bottomline: she just likes to have sex.
so does that make her a cheap slut?
does that make her a disgusting thing that oughts to be trampled on?
see.
this hopelessly warped world
has induced so much connotations on people,
that sometimes, the people itself dont even realise!
look around you. take a short glance.
quit the connotations and live things as real as they can be!
experience the life, feel the beats, breathe the tempo.
so what, if your lover ditches you? __get another!
so what, if your grades failed this sem? __try again!
so what, if your money ran out? __earn it back!
so what, if your face is hated by the world? __love them back doubly!
--
i fear the day,
that i live with fear.
fearing my inferiority.
fearing my capabilities.
fearing to dare.
fearing to try.
__that day had better not come at all. never.
gosh, do i realise how weird and chaotic this entry is.
but it just bopped out into my head.
maybe i'm just way-pissed on how those lameassfriggin shows
that keeps telling you how your life can be even better.
you know what i mean? yeaah. let me ventt.
christy the great.
i like nonsense
i love tangle
