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Saturday, April 07, 2007

i'm really quite beat.

i know what i've produced isn't that great.
yes, true, it isn't disgusting to sight.
but deep down, in all honesty, i know.
whatever that i've done so far is atrocious,
in comparison to what i know i can deliver.
it's not poor workmanship or lack of effort.
but the lack of my form of aesthetics.
though it's something, something isn't enough for me.
seriously, i do feel so ashamed.
shite, what an embarrassment i am!

i daren't even use words like 'my collection' or 'created'.
this was just a 'it'. a 'job'. a 'whatever'.

then again. i did some work through the night.
and it's moments like these that make me..
feel ~~accomplished~~ that i moved a muscle.
esp when i've been such a bummer. yes, i admit!
loved ones, thank you for continuously inspiring me to aspire.
nothing beats knowing how you (and you and you and you)
will always think i'm good, even when i'm ridiculous!

8:56 AM
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christy the great.
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