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Sunday, October 01, 2006

post three-oh-one.
it's a progression. moving forward.
going forth and making choices.

i made a choice. my choice.
that after many 'sit me down'.
now that the stage is set.
i see myself running.
running the wrong way.

i've to fasten this 4-point belt
and fly into higher gears. fastly.
i'm losing the belief.
no, i'm just letting loose.
losing the pace.
losing the steadfast pumping beat.
dory's fault? no, it's me to blame.

i can't afford to let anyone down.
in fact, it is fine to let everyone down.
problem is, and will be, that i let myself down.
i can lie to everyone. but i will know.
i will know i didn't do what i myself intended on.
and i probably will live to regret, like a loser.

the progression didn't happen.
i haven't been making it work.

i ought to.
i have to.
i should.
i must.
and, i will.

least i know that's the only route.

4:12 AM
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