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Monday, October 03, 2005

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i can almost vaguely remember the feeling of being free.
free from any obligations. free from any responsibilties.

i can only remember when that was.
i cannot recall how it felt. to be in that degree of elated-ness.

is that good?
of cos, never. not. no.
does that mean that i've grown up? to take on the world?
i pray and chant instantaneously.

i, trapped.
i, locked.

is to be freed//unknown

deformed
ambiguous
destruct
ripped apart
wheels
suckle
smirrk
does?
eject
best
now
irregular
break-free
experimental
tripping
fluidity

i'm confused in this reality.
is it really real, to begin with.
i'm ashamed of myself.
i am nothingg.
who is i to put 'i' as 'I'.
i am nothing, yet again.
i dont feel intimitated.
i am being intimated.
i am a weakling.
i am nothingg.
i am zzero.
i is not be able to be put back.
i am empty.
i epitomise _________ .
i crumble;crumbling;crumbled
i am smaller than a singular speck.
i am nothingg.

__are u something?
i bet u are.
for, iamnothingg.

_______

4:47 AM
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christy the great.
i like nonsense
i love tangle

i
like
nonsense

hongkong
us-of-a
ol' days

betty
fuzz
izk
jerry
jo
kurt
lijing
noo
pamm
serr
shiying
twinney
ungku

azn bboy
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