christy

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

har. ummh.

i'm feeling incredibly woozy and puke-ish while i'm sitting on this rickety plastic/metal folded chair, while wrapped and halfed cosed in my incredibly beautifully brown and turquoise comforter.

bahh.
so, the focal is me feeling woozy and pukeish.

hahaa. i think my system is messed up!
after rushing and booming ard insanely with work, suddenly i'm freed. and i'm eating and sleeping. like re-eating and re-sleeping what i didn't in the last 2-3 weeks thanks to school. and it's just messy!!!

talking about systems, my stupid com caved in to a lame ass spamming virus! like wtf! luckily it's not when i was half way through submissions. actually, it was also bad during submissions cos the bloosy stupod alcatel dumbass modem died. and i had to go through sodamnmucho to get my new one.

read: christy shouting and demanding her rights in some tech office. yayy!

so re-capppp.

i spent, i think, 3 whole days and night as a crappy camper at dear rongsen's place. it was very VERY fruitful.
THANK YOU, MR RONGSENNN!!!!!
it was superb and conducive cos we had work to do. on one night, liyana was in too. and it was really fun. see, this is why i wanna have a bunch of ppl to move in with and have fun while doing workk! it's so gooood!

then, when all was over, smelly me submitted work.
and i had trouble looking for a place to print my report.
so i called my lecturer, Felix, who is a poet out there, for help.
he picked up the sos call in the midst of his class!!! and he's like, oh nevermind, i can print it for u later! i'm like, woaa! oh right! awesome shitt!

so i trotted round later to his office and print, with some problems as usual.
then he was talking to me. and he mentioned how i should pursue some form of degree cos he felt that me writing was something!

did u hear that?!
someone thinks my writing is something!

i'm totally floored!
like seriously! totally f-l-o-o-r-e-d!!!
it's been very very veryveryveryveryvery long since someone gave me that little pat on my shoulder and some thumbs-uping. i totally appreciated it.

and then of cos, the ritual of going home to zone out.
difference this time, is that i've got some smirking on my face. haha!
so shameless right!?

then on saturday night, the insanity went up!!!!
i hung out with my awesome twinneyyyyy!!!!! so funnnnn!!!!
we're talking about being roomies and gg to bangkok together!
it's anally excitinggggg!!!!

then there was one part, while we're chilling at this cool 7-eleven kiosk outside fareastplaza, where she told me how he had issues by himself, before me and all. so heyy, oh well. it's like the closure i needed. like, well, here's the resolution sort. it wasn't my issue i mean, sorta. somehow, ppl kept reminding me that, well, it wasn't me at all. but, u know, u can't help but continuously have that thought gnawing in the back. so now, i can zip the shit up in a black bag and flunk it out, totally. but of cos, it's hard to wriggle out of crapp without having the smell. u know what i mean? hahhaaa.

then i met pam for a short while and we parted, while i got jiggywithit for a night of AD-babes@liquid!!!! it's funny how the whole world was there! i mean, from my secondary school, workplace, schoolmates, blahblah.. queer la!

but for theloveofmankind, it was incredible!!!!!
i'm sure all the girls can attest to that, for sureeee!
especially with all these amazing company and all! sad that some couldn't make it. but twas good enough! hahaha. and pam was also happy at home
i mean, the ex-madmonks. so it was a good saturday nightos. checkout ___lijing to see like some pics from the night. ok, just 2. hahahaa. but it's pics right.

insertt>> happydance!

then, pam came over on sunday to use the laptoppp.
so it was quite fun! like, stuffing our-silly-selves with chunks of junk.
then she had quite abit to work on, so we finally turned in at 5am.
freakkk. and i'm all like, oh please, just sleep can. the bed, just look at the bed!

and to the rousing applause, i woke up with a disfunctional jaw, perpetually glued to the left region of the face. so now, i'm like reeetardeddd!!!!
wahhlaoeyh. idiot man. and eddie's saying if i could have trampled about 'anything'. like huh!? i've been earnestly careful alreadyyy!!!!
shee-buangggs.

ok, so. that was a seriously long input.
but just alot on my mind and well, here's where i can crap every thought out.
so jeeperhs. i'm still woozy.

i'll just sit by the window and inale the stillness of nightfall.

for the ribbits love the grass

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