Tuesday, August 02, 2005
this is bleeding anal**
it's been quite awhile since i blogged properly.
funny how i always start with that line.
anywayyy!
i just realised how anal our fuckken goverment can get.
i mean, yes, there are those nice bits of them that
accords them little brownie points. but this, this is
getting wayyyyyy too muchh!
how can u friggin add another bloody erp gantry
just so to reduce the amount of traffic, and in such,
suggest that the next expressway would be unneccessary!?
u friggin pie holes!
u make ppl pay so friggin damn much, of cos they wouldn't
go by that route, or least try to avoid. right?
but some ppl who have to get to work have no damn choice!
quit ur stupid cost-jackking-non-stop thing. it's annoying.
it's super annoying when most of the people are not rich!
gee, did u not notice that? or were u just blatantly forgetting!?
damn u friggin shitass mouth moving dumbtarts!!!!
but ok, u got brownie points for making a buncha heritage
shophouses, a re-stored fully furnished condo thing.
b u t s t i l l .
oh yees, did i forget to mention or what?
i'm having chicken pox. yes.
chicken friggin goddamn pox
grrrrrrrrrrr.
damn sueeey!
dammn irritatingg!!!
i've been cooped in my pathetic small house for 5 hell-ish days.
until after national day, i'm jailed!
how friggin pathetic!!!
plus i dont have someone to sayang me.
pppfffffuittt!!!!!
hmmmm, whatelse. ohohohohohhhh!
i wanna get a new phone!
i mean, not that the phone i have now is dead or what.
but it's only human to want advancement, right?
so yahh. I WANT A NEW PHONEEEE!!!!!
sony ericsson seems to be taking over nokia.
functional and rather aesthetically good.
nokia's technology getting weaker, balls.
**pull ur damn socks upppp!!!
hmm.
ok, so.
it's been about 17days since the..
**COUGHbreakupCOUGHH!!**
yah. the stupid i must do to make it easier.
apparently he saw the post, where i reminisced what we had.
and he sent me an sms, saying that he'd prove to me.
that he did it for a good cause and he's sorry for his useless-ness.
it sounds like it's really over.
maybe it's really not meant to be?
well, i dont want to admit to that. maybe i'm in denial.
but i've tried to get out of this weirdness, but still can't.
i'm still longing to be.. u know, yah.
(( yes, i can't get it out as words. ))
now that i've time to myself to think bout things,
i found myself wanting to get back again even more.
it was just sucha beautiful union.
now, when i board the bus to get home, i'll get my phone out.
then i tell myself.
oyyye, take phone out for fuck?!
no one's gonna friggin call/sms u like before?!
damnnnn. it's really awful. i feel like shit.
why. why can't i just shake off the dirt and step up?
anyway, pammo tried to cure my boredom with THIS!!!
ok, lemme go drown in my sorrows and calamine lotion.
pffffuittt.
christy the great.
i like nonsense
i love tangle
