christy

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Find a guy.

That tells you you're really gorgeous even with a belly.
That keeps you save from your insecurities.
That calls you as much as he can.
That would forget to switch off his mobile in class, and be happyily embaressed.
That would hug you tight close to his chest.
That would kiss your forehead and tuck you under his chin when you cry.
That would run along the streets and buy you a blue windmill when you get a little pissed.
That would not take his eyes off you when you wear his tee-shirts.
That tells you he loves you for who you are.
That doesn't mind if you look eeky.
That doesn't mind if you decide to shave your head.
That would challenge you to shave your head together.
That would slomp down and lay on you like a dead man for no reason.
That would dress up like a disgusting groossss nerd just to see you smile.
That would worry and freak like mad about if you would like the colour of flowers he bought.
That would be upset that you're hungry at night and can't come over.
That would wait till forever everytime for your class or meetings to end.
That would hold you on the bus like a giant pole.
That would poke fun of you with friends.
That would tell you everyday that you're the princess and he's the pauper.
That would break his diet just to eat anything you cook.
That would say that what you cooked it's the best he ever had.
That would send you right to your floor.
That would watch you walk down the corridor before taking the lift.
That would still want you to msg him that you're safe at home after that.
That would deliver curry chicken to your house just to have a meal with you.
That would believe in all that you dream of.
That would pick you up early in the morning for breakfast though he had a crazy night.
That would bring you to botanical garden and spend his hard earned cents on breakfast.
That would drive around nice big houses and ogle with you about the future.
That would laugh like a crazy child with you.
That would challenge you to burp longer than him.
That would continually challenge you to burp though he knows you can't.
That would have his face light up when he sees you.
That would tell you he misses you though you just had dinner with him.
That would do everything can to see that smile on your face.
That would squeeze you into a corner when sharing the small single bed.
That would enjoy hanging out with your friends.
That would tell you his hilarious past for you to just laugh.
That would call you from overseas to tell you that he misses you.
That would call to assure you that he didn't touch the girls that he danced with.
That would still prolong these calls though he know he might not be able to foot the bill.
That would take away the chilli from your plate.
That would have his warm hands fit perfectly in yours.
That even if the fingers were awkwardly placed, it'll still feel good.
That would sing weird songs for the heck of it.
That would send you a song every sunday.
That would want to travel with you to anywhere.
That would share the same love and interest in music and movies.
That would have you on his laps while using the computer though its at his discomfort.
That would tickle you till you cry and still not stop.
That would remind you that he will endure the storms together with you.
That would just share the moments of beautiful skies with you.
That would look at your designs and see it in sucha non-design manner to ease ur mind.
That would cry even before having to talk about negativity.
That would suddenly stop the vcd and talk about redesigning his room.
That would wanna scrimp and save just so he can buy a bigger bed I can rest in.
That lets me sleep in his arms till forever just cos i'm feeling awful.
That would have the goofiest picture taking moments.
That shares the joys and pains at Ikea.
That would never complain having to walk all the way from another end of sch to meet.
That would be there to hear you whine about seemingly nothing.
That would not let your palm be infront of his when holding hands.
That would have your eyes sparkle when you meet up with him.
That would be soooo overjoyed about smelling you on his pillow at a very precise spot.
That would just be him and be him.

That's what I had.
That's what we shared.
That's what I'll keep and hold.
That's what I'll remember.
That's what I'll tell others about the wonderous joys.

Till the tears stop its stains.
Our dreams and wishes will stay vividly true.

Maybe it was me.
Maybe it was not meant to be.
Perhaps?
Maybe?
Probably?

Hitch a hike,
And jump on the wagon.
The Broken Wagon, that is.
Endeavours,
Dress well before our next meeting.
For till then,
I'll keep myself pretty and
Sit by the window.

'Twas great for what it's worth.
really. great.

5:58 PM
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