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Friday, May 20, 2005

you never know how lucky you are.


i count myself a fuckken lucky bitch.
the internship i have now has been an amazing experience.
i've learnt many things out of my league.
i've put my knowledge to practice.
i've discovered more bout me.
or just merely admiting to the issues. ha!

anyway. i just feel blessed.


school's starting and i hate that.
i'm happy where i am now. it's always the whole "getting out of comfort zone" issue huhh? but it's so evil to go back in that zone of backstabbing, bitch-slapping, bootlicking and all the geejamajoso! urrrg. and my timetable is skrewwy next sem. of cos imma change the modules. but as of now, with what's given, it's rather WTF. and again, back to my heading. there's prolly someone out there cursing that i got what he/she wanted. isn't always so? the full circle. pffuiit!

ohh. and my gastric's not gone. i feel so aneroxic and buliemic ((stupid names that should have spellings simplified! danng.)) at the same time! i can't finish my food though i'm the utmost bottomless-lest pit. and i can just flood the toilet bowl back with the minute amount of food anytimme. i feel like a loserr.

i seriously feel damn lousy going back to school. it's not my homme. i wanna be home. not to be accepted. just appreciated. why can't i be different? isn't design all about radical-ism? i believe in being pragmatic. but not to the extend of not having any design element in it! then why in the damnn world do i need or want to be a designer?

bassket! mustt be all the damn ballad-ish songs making me darrn e-m-o!
but i wanna just slow my mind down and relax for the night!
i meann, just ask Eddie or Jon. cos i always pull them back to work-related topics even when we go makan or chill after workk! hahaa. making myself sound so good huhh!

i think i wanna be a loner next sem. and just sloggggg off in my little corner. i feel it. but that means i'll be outted for projects and updates! aiyooo, very contradicting mann. tskkk!



**slapp the one who said it's gon' be easyyy!

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