Wednesday, January 05, 2005
i will not post what i did for new year's. yes it was awesome but more's climbing and crawling and twinning me up.
the good thing that has happened till now is me finally getting down to grabbing ny 2005 organiser. thank God. the bad bout it? it's friggin 21 bucks!!!! cheebye.
other than being droven the insanity by work, i'm being droven till i-also-have-no-damn-idea-what-limitations on doing this huge HUGE H-U-G-E project. i am going to organise a gig at zouk on 5th feb to raise funds for Tsunami Victims. At this point, i'm not gonna say anything here, neither am i gonna explain why Tsunami Victims despite many ppl already doing so. All i need is your support.
The most awesome bit is reciving over 20 emails from ppl withing 7 hrs, offering full support without knowing the full details. I thank all you ppl for doing so. really, i terribly am drowned by your extent of kindness in this.
It has been a truely awesome 2004 for me. Many stuff has happened. Deaths and Loves, i embrace it all. Whichever it is for u, everything has it's reason. as cliche as you may see it, i've seen, felt and understood that for everything to occur there's recipocrital (correct?) effects. good and bad. thanks for each and everyone for being part of my life. whether you've been a bitch to me or you've been the bestest thing. the new year and all its hype had made me consider everything that has happened to me and how it has affected me. i bet you've prolly read this in every single blog but it still stands strong for me. as anal as u are to me, i thank you. as amazingly unconditional as you've been to me, i thank u.
for the past few weeks, i've truly seen what unconditionally love and its sacrifices are like. i've seen how humans can turn on each other to destroy on another's lives for their own cause. ironically, from my scenario, both parties were for the common goal. hard to comprehend? i'm still finding out too.
as i learn to be a more effective/tactful/driven person, i thank you for being part of it.
as for now, i'm trying to start with packing my junked room. God help me.
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Noodle: 2004 was a crazy period for us. sadly and honestly, i forsee us physically drifting apart further. as far out as u go in life, or so for me, i'll keep u in heart.
Pam: i admit and agree our friendship is cannily weird and i cant even put a point or word to it. whatever it is, thank you for an awesome year spent. though many things made it bitter and sour at many times. like i said about reciprocal shiite, i'm glad they happened. continue to stay true to urself no matter how things shift.
jiarong: this year was practically void for us. however, i appreciate ur every bit of support which you've unconditionally given. i've heard the bits of bumps u've had or are still having. whichever it is, i'm literally a shout away.. till end of march that is.
andre: thanks for all that u've done. i'm glad we're in this together. u've really outdone urself in many. staying true to urself is the hardest and u've made it so simple for urself. i totally respect and admire u for that. honestly, u're just damn anally amazing. thank u thank u thank u. i just cant thank u enough.
twinney: we've had much joy that seems to be able to cover a whole year despite just meeting at the very end of it. thanks for ur love, thanks for ur joy. ur drive in things makes me crazy. erhh, go figure.
ungkuu: thanks for consistently stomping bangkok palace hotel's 9th floor and showing me how trannies can run with so much joy.
dinesh: thanks for letting me practise fashion skills on u. it's been awesome talking u, politically and anally-political. again, go figure.
eunice: thanks for showing me how strong a person, and a girl, can be. i truly admire ur faith and determination in life. u've put me in awe how determination gives success to anyone. btw, i'm still enjoying the cookies!
fuzzy: this year has put us almost at 2 ends physically. thanks for remembering me time to time. u're another person to remind me about mind over matter. and girl, just keep going...
m-j: u're just... hahaha. damn anal la! okok, seriously, thru ur mini-ordeal, i saw how u stood strong to ur doings and went upside down and back. it is hard when pride, ego, efforts and future is at stake. yet, u did it.
dior: thank u. u're a giver of unconditional love... when u want to.
those in dsc: thanks for putting me down, showing me my faults and at times making me hate u. but most importantly, thanks for the hands-on leadership skills i'll never forget. thanks for the nights and days i never believed could be ever pulled thru. thanks for putting my proposals down to see a better light. u've thought me things no one else could. u've put me up where no one else could. and when i can, i'll get all of u the Zouk membership. WHEN I CAN!
those in my course: thanks a gruelling semester showing me how determination and mind over matter/body works. u let me know that 3days and 3nights without sleep is possible. u taught me how to let myself shine thru difficulties and everyone's disapproval. now that we're all tighter, let's take the u-know-who down!
my brother: thanks for teaching me how to take care of a 24yr old who's of 12yr old mind.
my parents: thanks for extending my curfews from time to time.
to my late grams: as selfish as this is, i never want u to go. stay by me. please.
to my other gramssie: as much as i honestly do not have time for you, i do miss u and love u. if i could, i'd live with you and take the greatest care of u. if i could, i'll make u smile every moment. if i could.
althea: we've gotten closer this year. i pray we'd get closer in the coming year. that could start with you coming into TP. i thank u for the awesome brownie and hopefully more to come! thanks for the wonderous amazing childhood mischeif!
sharon: thanks for giving me an amazing oppurtunity and showing the life out of asia. i truly treasured the awesome experience. till now, i still cant believe how it happened. sorry for all the inconviniences i've caused in the process of it. i hope it was as joyful for you as it was for me.
if u're not mentioned, i must have not seen u more than 5times this year!
christy the great.
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