christy

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

what could make one happy?
what could make me happy?

well, for now, a no-limit shopping trip and a short getaway could really do the trick. oh yes it sure will. but yes, of cos, as always my weird emo questions stand for.. permanent. what could really make me happy for good? i mean, all my life, what am i out for? if there's nothing, shouldn't i just leave the world and not waste resources? hey, we are lack of resources around here ain't it? but no, i'm not suicidal. i prolly wouldn't be able to do it. not guts, but just a 'huh, why ever for..'. so back to the topic. what makes me happy?

i wanna be successful. and yes, the thought has always been to be in the fashion industry! why? definitly not the glitz and glamour. cos if so, i don't think i would've been able to be so persistant with work all these while. but lately, something has came around to tweak my mind and tickle the nerves a little and send this queer msg of.. are u sure?

it's just all of a sudden that maybe i might wanna go into events and PR. cos.. it has seemed to be very well so far for me. i don't know. i hate to walk around half-headed. it's confusing! agonising and really annoying! urrrg..

and it boils back to 'what makes me happy'. i mean, i've always believed in being happy in all i do. it's my only motivation and satisfaction to things. as cliche as it seriously seems so, it really is.

anyway, on a lighter note, but not happy note, i've missed the chance to go for 2 short trips. to hongkong. don't even let me begin on why i can't go. it's horribly tangled.. worse than any of the bales of fabric swatches. oh boy oh boy.

and yes, i do need to shop. just a little! i have yet to buy something for ages! and no, it's not a want.. i do need a bag. i just kinda sorta destroyed one. haha! i swear it wasn't intentional! accck. i really have to get something i could really use and use well. oh yah, speaking of which. i have to save up for getting some shirts, shirts and formal shoes for that polyforum coming up. too bad i wouldn't be having any leisure programmes while there! boooohooo.

what else? i guess not much. 'cept that u should really go check this out.

http://afterdark.cjb.net

fucken' awesome i tell u! ha, and i'm the door bitch, in a playboy bunny costume armed with a whip. oh geezzz. i'm terribly exploited i tell ya! pfffuit. anyway, do come! it's damn amazinggg! get tickets thru me! cos if you can get 5ppl to go with you, i will be able to get your 6th ticket free! ain't that awesome? so go go goooo!

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