Sunday, June 20, 2004
wowwowwow.
... Temasek Design Orientation 2004 - InPulse, is officially over!
yes, it is, ladies and gents. it's been exhilarating, stressful, head-spinning, exhausting, many other -ing.. but it's all over. the amazing bit is that it was awesome. well, maybe from our side of the 'management', it sorta sucked. but hey, the people enjoyed themselves so damn muchhhhh!!! that we hafta admit righto? u know what? i bet there's like at least 100blogs talking about the orientation right now! haha. ok, sorry.
well, this orientation showed me alot. it showed me how panicky i can get! haha. sorry guys, i know i really freaked out. but i hope u can see what the stakes were. really.
also, it made me see some really ugly things i pray i would never come to learn. i'm upset that i started to learn about the un-cute side of some people. people with hidden personal agendas which risks everything people have ever had, is just utterly digusting and downright evil. seriously, like ewww! how could u! especially on ur very own pals that stood by u.
anyway, i oughta reflect on myself too. i hope the whole world could see this. so that the truth can be seen. for this orientation, i've done alot of backstage stuff. so back and so much, that no one ever sees me at work. no sacarism. i'm serious. as a sponsorship-girl, i'm out there putting myself against the big monsters, begging for $20 worth of things. i have an awful job. u may face the advisory, but i face people whom i can't even say," will u hang on and hear me out?". all i have for them is, "please? please? please? could u so kindly please??" or "sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry". i'm not saying how noble i am. but please understand my job. i'm out there having to hold up the school's name, DSC's name and my own name. most importantly, when the committee screws, i'm the only one that gets screwed. and the design community is so tiny. if i die now, i can never live again. guys, please. i'm sorry if i sounded awful. but for the orientation's sake, i've put alot of my personal dignity on the line. and i really had to have u guys to help me by being walking adverts. i know the piece of thing was awful and all. but without sponsors, the orientation is quite shitty. yes, u may say u can do without sponsors. but what's gonna 'entice' ur freshies then? games that drain them out without a prize? yes, u may go buy gifts. but the prizes in sponsorship has billed up to more than $8000 at the very very least.
please ppl. i'm sorry. i had to do my job.
on a very much lighter note, today was my cousin's wedding night. she's married to an Indonesian-Chinese based in London. whatta lucky lass! i 'spose i'm not gonna see her pretty much now. :\ but i got invited my cousin in australia and london to vist them! they've kindly offered me their homes to stay in for months!!! and my sweet aussie cousin-in-law says he'll give me free haircuts! hahaa. i love them! their the easy-going, liberal, be happy people! yes, at times, they do weird and slightly annoying stuff.. but hey, everyone's like that at times, aight? i'll be posting the pics soon.
to karen and ramon: blissful and happy, always. cheers!
christy the great.
i like nonsense
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