it could have been pretty. but you don't allow it so.
6:46 AM -
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
let me live in darkness, 'cos another one bites the dust.
4:16 AM -
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
i think i've got a new name in my head.
"oh-ty" (read: oh-tee)
1:27 AM -
Monday, October 15, 2007
there's something wrong with my system. it seems like i can't function properly. hopefully, i can find some remedy or what nots.
i was struggling to wake up to do my laundry and pack my room. but all i saw was a bare room without my stuff lying around. and that my mom has cleared out the dirt and laundry. but when i finally "got up", the room was really clean! the, i realised, i wasn't really awake yet! and that went on for many many times.
then i dreamt that i was shopping. not in a good way. i was naked, my wardrobe was bare and i was in a frenzy.
now that i'm really awake, the damn washing machine's in use. plus my head and throat really hurts.
i've too many things to think and settle. give me break, damnnit!
11:16 PM -
there's something wrong with my system. it seems like i can't function properly. hopefully, i can find some remedy or what nots.
i was struggling to wake up to do my laundry and pack my room. but all i saw was a bare room without my stuff lying around. and that my mom has cleared out the dirt and laundry. but when i finally "got up", the room was really clean! the, i realised, i wasn't really awake yet! and that went on for many many times.
then i dreamt that i was shopping. not in a good way. i was naked, my wardrobe was bare and i was in a frenzy.
now that i'm really awake, the damn washing machine's in use. plus my head and throat really hurts.
i've too many things to think and settle. give me break, damnnit!
11:16 PM -
Friday, September 28, 2007
maybe i shouldn't care so much. it's not my life or my money.
maybe i should learn to be selfish too. perhaps then i will have more money for myself and more time to do whatever.
maybe i shouldn't bother about friends. maybe i should just go back to being alone.
cos my time, efforts and energy that are genuinely for them, are just so futile and such an utter waste.
FOR FUCK!
3:34 PM -
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
you should learn a little, breathe a little. there's a time for everything, my love. sure, it'd be great to leave the world and have just our hands tightly twined. but we face realities bravely, and it works better without a pout.
don't you say?
let me live a little and breathe a little. you'll learn to like it.
go with the flow. it's more comfy that way.
LET GO, BE EASY.
12:05 AM -
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
I AM SO FUCKING PISSED!!! FUCKING FUCK YOU YOU YOU!!!
honestly, i can really understand that you're busy and can't check your email. but don't put on me to watch for your payment that comes in 25days later! you mad isst?! when i send out e-flyer, you reply me in 2 days. when it comes to payment, you pay 2 days before the event.
lan jiao ah! fuck off can! you think your event is it?! you think i'm your friend ah!
i'm trying to be very kind to accommodate everyone already hor. when the strict rules come in, don't kaopeh that we're not flexible. remember we started with pay on the event day itself!? cheebeh! how much more accommodating can we get?!
i think everyone should learn to take a look at different views. here, i have understood how you could have no time. but you all mofos have not considered about us. we started this for a community love.
we made things as simple and convenient but you fuckers still wanna fuck around with us! that's just damn bloody unfair ok.
can you just fucking be normal! i don't expect everyone to be nice when sending their request. but how can there be so many fuck ups out there?!!? c'mon man. next time if i can, i'll make a new rule. you either have to know me or a friend of mine. don't think it'll work but whatever!
I AM SO DAMN PISSED!!!!!
11:50 PM -
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
sometimes we need to..
there comes a very often point where i need to escape. i see photos of many close and dear on planes to a far distance. though i'm filled with envy, i could almost squeeze a tear. the tear of them being far from their close and dear. i wish i had the opportunity to bring the guts out, to leave this place for somewhere far for sometime long.
but i know, when i reach the glassy cold gates, i'll never want to say goodbye.
then again, i'll never get the chance. i think i'll always be one luck short.
3:22 AM -
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
it started with 2 cabbies who wouldn't stop talking. even when my phone rang or when farah and i tried to make apparent that we're having a conversation.
then it was another cabby that also wouldn't stop talking AND drove like an idiot.
finally, it was a cab with a stench of wet market's stale murky meat AND made me listen to bbc radio loudly AND kept debating with me on my views of invitro fertilisation AND drove like a fucking retard.
I WISH I COULD SWEAR OFF CABS. or form a policy for anti bad cabs/cabbies.
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in other news, i'm still buzzing off saturday.
5:21 PM -
Sunday, September 02, 2007
This song is by a man that motivates any revolution in the world.
Old pirates, yes, they rob I; Sold I to the merchant ships, Minutes after they took I From the bottomless pit. But my hand was made strong By the 'and of the Almighty. We forward in this generation Triumphantly. Won't you help to sing These songs of freedom? 'Cause all I ever have Redemption songs; Redemption songs.
Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery; None but ourselves can free our minds. Have no fear for atomic energy, 'Cause none of them can stop the time. How long shall they kill our prophets, While we stand aside and look? Ooh! Some say it's just a part of it: We've got to fulfil de book.
This version by the amazing Arrested Development. To all that weren't there last night, you should've. really.
3:20 AM -
Monday, August 27, 2007
chao turban!!!
i never post for 2 weeks only and the tagboard dies on me. stupid stupid coconut!! what sial. and i'm bloody lazy to settle it. like, totally as usual! mmm, let's see if i have the mood to do it later.
10:31 PM -
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
on sunday, something really hilarious happened on the way to the studio. my grams called my mother to tell her about some place and its address. and my grams got her maid to read the address to my mother.
mother: what does the card say? maid: the place say "sim ah-vah-new-eh" mother: har? where? maid: 'ah-vah-new-eh'! mother: uh, you spell for me. i write. maid: G-R-L.. mother: what!? maid: G-A-R-U-M-I mother: SIMS GARUMI?!?!
turns out to be SIMS AVENUE. i think?
>>>
by the way. i absolutely love my damn shoes.
3:00 AM -
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Facebook is damn bloody cheem can!
4:58 AM -
whatever you think it is, it fucking isn't.
oh good good grief. it is such a pain to have a sensitive nose, esp when you have to sieve to cartons and cartons of fabric. plus, they are soooo not clean! so damn not clean, i tell you.
that's where i have been these weeks/months. lost and lost in those filthy filthy FILTHY fabrics. i hope the collection meets the datelines and expectations.
but honestly, i'm a little on the "screw-it" vibe. really, i'm thisclose to being done with pleasing others. it's about my work and my work only. i, for tom dick and harry's sake, am a fashion designer. i am not your chatty gal pal or aunt agony or pr agency. what i do is sketch, think and sew. geddit!?
ohmama. it's 4 am and i'm not done with sorting my things. and i've got work tmr! plus, i've skipped work on weds. and! one of my 2 bossesjust gave birth! yes, joy joy joy! but it means extra extra work work work. ( i don't have an explanation for the use of repetition.)
so goodbye jollys.
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kurt: you missed the pick up date! - manda: everyone's asking about your necklace! i'm thinking of making more dresses. you want, you want? - fuzz: oooh, you! please please pimp my stuff anytime! i wanna give u a good ol'e squeezy suffocating hug!
3:47 AM -
Saturday, July 21, 2007
this is for fuzz and every other person missing me!
just in case you forgot how i look or if you're interested to see how hideous the hair is..
4:53 AM -
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Dear Dearest Super Fuzz,
I am horrendously sorry that I did not attend your smashin' birthday party. In view of that, the situation deserve a formal post in my nonsensical blog of sort. Because of my heartfelt guilt in my stuffed up cheeks from sinus attack, I, from the bottom of my achy gastric-stricken tummy, will be up for punishment.
I will therefore post at least 4 pouty photos filled with sheer remorse tomorrow. This will hopefully compensate the laughter I deprived you of that night. You are free to mock me in one public blog post, and one public blog post only.
I hope I make your tomorrow gay :]
A very pout-ful, remorse, ought-to-be-spanked Christy Chow. (who really loves you dear, you know?)
2:43 AM -
Sunday, July 08, 2007
win ready loh. is really win ready. not only did i not wake up in time to visit my grandma, i had to wake up to an agonising sharp pain of gastric calls.
gastric is amazing. you never know when it's coming. and when it hits you, it'll hit you hard and dear. best is, by the time it hits you, it's too late.
well, the only good thing that happened today was that i managed to sew up a maxi dress. happiness! but workmanship is horrendous!!!
such pressure-less projects make me remember how much i really love love love sewing! from a limp flat piece of nothingness, to something that i can parade and show off!
though the room now is messier than before! especially with all the dust and threads from the fabric. seriously, i can't even go lie down on my bed and feel ok. i think i'm not gonna sleep in it till i clean out every bit.
but if i clean it now, then i wanna sew again tmr. then i will mess everything again right?! i hope to sew another dress/top and 2 bags. that's a tad ambitious.. ok, fine. at least a big bag.
>>>
oh, i so do not miss the constant nauseous feeling.
7:16 AM -
Saturday, July 07, 2007
this week just wooshed by in a blink of an eye! i'm terribly tired from running around and doing so many things. i just wish i could shut down to do my own things. and usually when people say such things, they'll ask for a day. but i want 2 weeks, can? cos i really have sooo many things on my mind!
here's a huge list of the many things wiring my brain. >> clean my room. why does it always get messy!? >> after cleaning, move furniture into their supposed place. (( to think i've been in this hole for 2 years ++ !!!)) >> figure how i can salvage my hair. >> work on the next collection. >> think of how to setup a website for work. >> make time for all the july babies' birthdayssss. >> figure how i can squeeze moneys for their presents. >> figure how much extra days i should work per week.
die la. DIE.
everyday i return to the same conclusion. i wish i had disposable amounts of moneys. not asking for millions, really. just enough to make things correct. for instance, not worry for the next collection. also, to properly furnish my room. having it cosy for work and rest. and finally, to occasionally bless my friends with drinks and parties. oh, one more. to shop! at least be able to buy something every other week?
not asking for much right? wait, that's what everyone would say too! ha. anyway. point is.
i thought i've finally settled in correctly. found a part-time job with amazingly nice bosses. in which i get to practice drafting and still be around fashion. and have pretty good hours a week, so i can eat well. also, i've found the direction for the next collection. not much firm research yet, but the formula is set in my mind. studio prive landed some rather decent press coverage. smirk! finally pushed myself to take a day off to sew something. which i guess will help the mind tick the right way and all.
sounds pretty good right? but, no. when all seemed good, after i took leave and bought my materials. something !#$%^#& had to happen. it just fucking had to.
story goes that my grandma is ill. she's not very well to begin with. the walking stick and all. tonnes of medical appts and daily medication. but i find that she's pretty alright. is fine, generically. but apparently she blacked out at the temple few days back. and i had to learn about it, after being nagged for not visiting her. must like that, is it? forever must happen like that. when kenna already, jia lat jia lat, then like that. always, always. my heart sank when i heard of it. not sure if it was due to the sombre mood of the day.
anyway. i've to visit her tomorrow. (no more sewing, damn!) best part. if i go tmr, she'll say, i wanna die ready then come. if i don't, she'll say dying ready still don't come. ok, she's not really dying la. least i hope not. but you know, it's the shite they always say. when it really happens, you'll go, "oh shit". correct?
how like that? you tell me how? i want to blog about happy things, can. like maybe, someone wants to fly me to london to design a dress. or perhaps something along that line. win lottery or award also can. got large order from somehere also can.
but i have to blog about such things. as if a bad haircut wasn't enough!
TSSSSK!!!!
4:12 AM -
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
today i did it. i went to cut off that mess of mop, known as hair. here's a recount of what happened this very fateful day.
after going through pages of online forum, i set my heart on Gorgeous at FEP. just whenthey were closing, i hurriedly call to make at appointment. i woke up at 3.10pm and remembered that the appointment was 2pm. so i called to change it to 5.30pm and got there on time. almost. heh!
so i made it specific to the hairdresser of my request, while not trying to be difficult. i said, i want a mohawk. i'm not afriad of shortness cos i did it before. but i want something a little different. i don't want the shaven out version. i want a short boy-like cut on one side and then longer version of that on the other. i told him that perhaps he could think of making it a steep slop or what not. and then, i said, i also want a longer sideburn so my face won't be so bare.
so i kept chanting, "with an open mind, open mind, OPEN MIND!!!" but of cos, with open mind and eyes closed tight. i tried my best to be nice and chat or take the worried frown away.
here's the outcome. he undercut my sides but overlap a top layer of it long. i don't see the point at all! cos he use this long top layer to put a fucking long tail a side burn, which is flapping all over! next, he gave me a very thinly layered fringe on one side. so short it wont lay flat. again, for what?! then he made the top main part real really short. in fact, it's shorter by half of what i marked out with him! of which we went through a debate on!
after which, he ask me, is this too long for your mohawk?! excuse me, i answer you now ok? fuck you, you nah bey chee bye! where got mohawk centre longer than the side one!? you tell me la, you knn!!!
i admit, this guy has the skills in his fingers. but definitely not in his damn ears! i really cannot understand!!!!
YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND M-O-H-A-W-K IS IT?! GO BACK AND LEARN AGAIN PLEASE!!!!
shiying, the final verdict is, i will shave my sides in a week. thanks to this chao neh neh. my $12 shaver is better off than this 39-fucking-bucks.
2:41 AM -
Friday, June 29, 2007
hello again. i bet no one's reading. but if you, my valued reader, happen to be reading.. i'd like you to do be a favour and tell me.
which of the following will be a choice for me!
yes, for me. not what you think is cool. please don't sabo me and choose one that'll suck. story is, i've a photoshoot. theme: represent yourself. and my current ugly mop doesn't make it!
here is how ugly i look right now, if you didn't already know.
and here are the options.
ONE ignore that it's katie holmes. the swishy-ness quite nice eh? thought it'll be simple, though boring. issue is, i have limp straight hair.
TWO pseudo mohawk. taken off some site. no i'm not stalking people online! it'll be easier to grow out the sides with this. so i can cut to something else fast.
THREE again, ignore that it's keira. if you hate her. but the side are pass the ears. so it'll be true-er mohawk. harder to grow out, but hey. gotta look good right!
FOUR thought of having one side a shaven out mohawk, while tapering to the other side as a pseudo mohawk. geddit geddit?
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here's the previous mohawk. this was when i was skinnier. so do bare that in mind!
10:41 PM -
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
"my life can wait, while i take a little nap"
could it really wait? please just hold up a little.
be a tiger! be, be a tiger!
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(blogger took too long to load. now i don't know what my thoughts were.)
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since blogger is stoned, here's an edit:
i want to squeeze toothpaste on your toothbrush for you.
6:32 AM -
Monday, June 25, 2007
oh goodness. oh oh goodness. it's such a struggle to be doing what i want to do. perhaps, my point of giving up will be to work for others? or ultimately, work in a non-design field? i hope i won't lose my steam.
what route should i take after doing Studio Prive. honestly, at this point, i still can't say that i 'represent'. i can't say that i have outdone myself. i can't figure what i want to do with this collection yet. rough ideas, 2 pages of sketches and i'm still going, "hmmm". hopefully this season's collection would work out good.
but hope isn't enough!
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fuzz, i'm super sorry i missed your birthday! i was working and had to do overtime. SORRRRY!!! SORRRRY!!! i know you had a kick-ass party. and you can kick my ass for it. :(
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FLEA.FLY.FLO.FUN the indie elcec-tric flea market 30th June 4pm - 10pm Home Club (The Riverwalk)
3:04 AM -
Thursday, June 07, 2007
oh good mama. pheeeew! i just spent almost 3 hours calculating every cent i can find, to make sure i can pay for printing the lookbook, my poor seamstress, those 75cents metal hangers, etc etc.
and i'm gonna be barely scrapping through. looks like a good chance to lose weight. alot of it. how do you plan for 3 weeks with a $80 budget?
eat nothing, walk anywhere you need to go, drink from the tap at all times, pick up free candy at reception desks.
nice and nicely done.
7:44 AM -
Friday, May 25, 2007
oh yeay! blogger's back! i hope this time you make me love you. else, i'm flying straight to livejournal!
yee i was really glad to receive jing's text. it made me a little more right about what happened.
er this is taken off jelly's blog. and i think it's sooo funny and correct! personally, i'm guilty of these reasons. 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10... ALL!!!
haha, it's so embarrassing.
san i can be seen at the following clicks! click. click click. i liked the I-S article more. well, i'm in the midst of learning to deal with horrifying articles. so till then, i'm keeping one of those to myself. boohoo.
si i've a amazon.com wishlist! always thought it to be cool. makes me feels so fuccken smart and hardworking. click here what i could be purchasing soon and you know, it's nice to buy me one of them.
wu Bjork's new album "Volta", thanks to kurt, is really quite good i say. tell me i'm awesome and i'll consider burning a copy for you. kaka!
8:05 AM -
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
5:14 AM -
Sunday, April 29, 2007
sometimes, dreams are as simple as these.
# that i'll sleep and never wake up.
#that i keep playing till i drop dead.
#that i don't have to give a fuck to anyone.
*
i wish.
9:58 AM -
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
i'm done, i'm done!!! wooohoooo!
now the problem is, i've got more than enough! i think i need to re-consider some and throw them out. which also means, i'll prolly wear one of them that day. though i was thinking of buying a nice shirtdress to match it up with those scarfs. or, was that just an excuse to shop?
WOW!!! THIS IS IT!!!
and to think i was sleepless last night. thinking i dont have enough! wawaaweeeewah!
4:54 AM -
Friday, April 20, 2007
today, i'm very upset. i'm feeling awfully depressed about everything. i need some sunshines and rainbows.
12:55 AM -
Monday, April 16, 2007
some rings i bought at the flea market. for only $3 each! well, some said it's too pricey. but i think they're too cute to say 'no' to!
3:15 AM -
Friday, April 13, 2007
dear friend, have a nice day.
8:24 AM -
PLEASE REMEMBER TO DROP BY!!!
7:30 AM -
oh my goodness. this is quite annoying. either i've been grinding my tooth too much or, i've been having too much bubble gum.
cos my frigging right jaw / gum / teeth is ACHING SO BADLY!!!
it's so distracting i can't do work :(
12:00 AM -
Saturday, April 07, 2007
i'm really quite beat.
i know what i've produced isn't that great. yes, true, it isn't disgusting to sight. but deep down, in all honesty, i know. whatever that i've done so far is atrocious, in comparison to what i know i can deliver. it's not poor workmanship or lack of effort. but the lack of my form of aesthetics. though it's something, something isn't enough for me. seriously, i do feel so ashamed. shite, what an embarrassment i am!
i daren't even use words like 'my collection' or 'created'. this was just a 'it'. a 'job'. a 'whatever'.
then again. i did some work through the night. and it's moments like these that make me.. feel accomplished that i moved a muscle. esp when i've been such a bummer. yes, i admit! loved ones, thank you for continuously inspiring me to aspire. nothing beats knowing how you (and you and you and you) will always think i'm good, even when i'm ridiculous!
8:56 AM -
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
SPREAD THE WORD
7:03 AM -
mind buzzing hands jitter sound rumbles around
inhale nicotine lingers
i'm spaced out
//the internet's back i'm way stoked and addicted
4:11 AM -
Thursday, March 29, 2007
oh my goodness. my computer's internet has been down for too long. i'm getting more irritated every single minute! it's been weeks. even before i rebooted the tagboard. so i can't do my work, i can't do any jackshite. my brother suggested to re-install windows. so after 2 days of burning out everything, i told him. that if it fails, i will not have any system to do work on! cos photoshop/freehand/old documents have to be reloaded! and he is so super borh-chap about it.
true enough, i was right. so i'm even more stuck now. plus it doesn't make it better that i've to be in my brother's stinky room that is so freakking filthy!!! i wouldn't say mine's speckless. but at least there's no grime. yes, g-r-i-m-e. this boy's got some bloody grime!!! esp on the disgusting keyboard and mouse. maybe i've OCD. but i dont comprehend how on earth, can someone work with their hands all over grime constantly! plus, he doesn't have a fan in his room. he likes the room stuffy and i don't know why. so i can't keep having the aircon on to rake up the bills right?
oh my goodness. this is soooo annoying. and i realised that people should start this service. of renting out laptops!!! don't you think that'll be awesome?! and a step closer to being a millionaire! so many people have situations like mine. and when that happens, just rent a laptop!
ok wahtever. i need to go wash my bloody hands. it's fuckking grimmy!! LIKE EW EW EWWWW!
4:16 PM -
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
THE CURE 1st Aug '07 -
oh'ma fucking cherries!
6:45 PM -
Friday, March 09, 2007
when i was cooking my mom's dinner, i realised there wasn't enough for me. it was a little short for my momma already.
so i figured, since my tummy wasn't rumbling(yet), i'll just wait and see, perhaps mc-dees later in the night. and then i waited and then i fell asleep.
i was trying to fight and do the "mind-over-matter" until a stupid box that entertains me (read: television) started talking about food.
then i posted on my msn, "should i order mc-dees?". i guess nobody normal at this hour loves me enough, cos there were no replies. boo.
anyway, fast forward a little. i cooked up some campbell. fine, boiled the thing.
The End.
2:51 AM -
Friday, February 23, 2007
9:24 PM -
9:24 PM -
Monday, January 29, 2007
i can't sleep sleep well, knowing that she can't either.
the end of january marks the start of a nightmare.
6:44 AM -
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
i just spent an hour of my over-cafffeined mind, scrutinising through every damn youtube video of muse's singapore concert in sheer hope of finding that awesomely sexy finale where the brilliant Matt Bellamy swung his electrifying hot orange guitar into the gorgeous clear acrylic drum set after power-sliding and banging to the amps and maaaassive crowd with his shaggy hair, sweat dripping tee-shirt, skinny black denim jeans and that touch of simple white woollen shawl moshing from behind as it is tucked into his back pocket.
alas. CANNOT FIND! two almost-like-it videos. both blurry, but of cause. one had some idiotic hand when the guitar was flung. another had the guitar out of frame when flung.
someone please come forward with a video of it. you'll be remembered as the one who documented a spectacular moment in local gig history (it is, ok!). whether it's clear or not, i don't care. really. please! i can re-texturise the video with my memory, of that gawd-damn-sexxaye moment of passssion, which shows Matt Bellamy (there's a nice roll in pronouncing it) raping that guitar after making sizzlling love to the microphone. drooooooooool. links to the "almost-like-it" videos: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqEUdUVBMog http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zIgJLzAoXz8
8:48 AM -
Monday, January 22, 2007
hello world! i realised i've not blogged for awhile. so much so that someone started asking. i never knew i had a fan! (yes, quit being self-delusioned)
the bout of so-called disapperance was just to put more time into having fun. can i claim some credit for doing a little work, yes? you know, a little does go a long way! though i have to admit the festivites brought about a slight case of over party-ing. it was too much action at one go.
i think there could be a chance, where someone could be a full-time party go-er! perhaps it's the season, but there's been an event to attend every single damn day! i recall one weekend over the past few months, that i believed and made sure there was nothing happening at all. so i took time to chill off and do some random things that i've always wanted to do. which turned out rather productive. then, lo and behold (or in other terms, "knnb"), i did miss an event which i pre-confirmed my attendance! GEEEZ.
so other than the random happy music events and happy christmas/newyear/birthday/homecomings, there were some rather wah-wah-wee-wah events.
i definitly have to mention about catching Muse at Fort Canning. this was something i've been waiting for forever to happen! though when i first heard about it, i wished my mightiest that it wouldn't be a tour and that they'd be heading to bangkok or kuala lumpur. whatever the case is, as we all know, it's a big tour starting with this red dot.
beyond and beyond psyched and sleepless the night before. i couldn't believe i was gonna catch muse. and i can't believe i did! my take on the show is that, yes-super-yay! i had a BLAST. still, looking at it closer, it was like a 6.5/10 show. the sound wasn't great, the showmanship was blaaaaah, the stage decor was trash, the alcohol was slightly expensive. i was quite sad that the kaos pad wasn't used at all. and that a number of songs i wished they play didn't happen. however, ultimately, muse being muse, was gooooooood. it's one thing to hear it at home, another thing to watch videos and do air-guitars and totally a different thing to watch them before you, sweating it out, moshing in an old fort with thousands of people, catching an occassional body surfer go by and catch the orange guitar smash into the acrylic drumset as the lead singer walks off without much of a smile. hmmmm, i say.
though i've caught muse, they're not off the list yet. i must catch them overseas. i bet the power is more-er. this is my first gig without a camera. i must say, it gives me more time to moshhh!!!!
wah. alot of words. anyway. i've prepared a small quiz. will put it up soon.
2:20 AM -
Saturday, January 13, 2007
i have. tired lethargy knots of muscles long 'must-do' list
i've to mia for abit. in fact, i hope i will stick to mia-ing. don't worry, it's for a good cause. least, it better be! you'll know soon.
what a post to start the year.
:
I don't know about tomorrow, I just live from day to day. And I don't borrow from the sunshine 'Cause the skies might turn to grey.
6:08 AM -
Saturday, December 30, 2006
i am fucking pissed off. someone ate my macaroni, which i miraculously cooked. not counting the fact that i bought the groceries, when no one in this goddamn house bothers!
i hate it when my food is taken away. i've had enough of this cockshite. and amazingly, the blasted thief can still nonchalantly complain about my macoroni. my friggin macaroni.
yes. i'm goddamn pissed and taking it out on the world. learn this, don't ever take my food. never!
- sorry dot.
1:35 AM -
Sunday, December 24, 2006
let's get jolly!
4:40 PM -
Friday, December 22, 2006
and so, i got bored. i (try to) love my scalp.
it didn't come out in the picture, but it's actually blue-black hairdye. very wig looking. definitly funny! :/
10:51 PM -
of many happy returns. after an awesome night, thanks to dot. leaving with many bags of food and presents (big-grin), two bouquets of flowers, grrrreat service and many mis-cued surprises!
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spot-spot time!
1 john's missing half and i don't know why i looked so scared! and everyone has someone to hug :]
2 shiels looks very hawt, but noone to hug! mikey looks like a schoolboy. where's a-lane?
3 ultimum candid! candle went out somehow. five couples make a sweet foto?
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that's all for now. thanks to all that dropped in! you have no idea how i appreciated everything. every-weeekid-thing
10:17 PM -
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i didn't sleep for the past 2 days. 'cept those few moments on a sofa, that left me stiff necks.
but i have to admit, it's bloody fun! boys on their xbox fifa-ing away. girls on their machine stitching away. plus munchies-galore and korean maggi. lovely lovely lovely! thankew-dot :]
i'm way and beyond tired, but i've got much to do for the night. much less to mention about the week. still, the weekend will be beyond beyond! i can't wait for it to happened, though i wish it could be be later. so that i could savour it up more!
then again, i'm afraid i'll be disappointed. much with everyone saying how they either can't make it or can't stay. :/ oh-the-well.
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ah yes. i need to add 2 things to the wishlist. 1. Lomo cams - ColourSplash, FrogEye 2. Tickets to Muse, GoodVibrations, Yo La Tengo
2:08 AM -
Thursday, December 07, 2006
The Annual Birthday Wishlist! i know this is shameless. but well, they do call it a wishlist. so here's 11days for you to get it done. thanks in advance!
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fabrics fabrics fabrics fabric / silkscreen paint purple or black hairdye dresses skinny jeans wallet booots wellingtons patent heels porter tokyo bag porter black beauty series comme des garcons wallet hellzbellz tee spa / massage mannequin mobile phone iPod gift voucher to victoria's secret gift voucher to Gap gift voucher to UrbanOutfitters gift voucher to Forever21 gift voucher to Topshop gift voucher to FredFlare gift voucher to Basheer gift voucher to Art Friend gift voucher to Kinokuniya gift voucher to PageOne Holiday to Thailand Holiday to Europe Glastonbury Festival Holiday to HongKong
Dear boys & girls, the upcoming Frontal Flea Mart is confirmed.
Venue : HOME Club Date : 16th Dec 2006 (Saturday) Time 2pm to 6pm
Those interested in getting stalls to sell their stuff, please contact us at flea@frontallabs.com Closing date: 10th Dec 2006 Stall rental fee is $25. Tables will be given to those who booked early. First come first served, so hurry up now.
11:24 PM -
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Lesson 1: Bucket-Effect.
it's one thing to want to box people. it's another thing to want people to box you.
and it's a completely other thing, to want two people to box you at the same time!
As dear nick says: "I want, I want! Box me!!!" --
5:06 AM -
Thursday, November 16, 2006
you know what to do AH LAI!
11:25 PM -
i turned my tv on, to see this awful "Latest Updates" scrolling across the screen. it read: "President Bush arrives in Singapore".
and i thought, "oh cool! strikes! protest!" but no. i realised that most other ppl would've just brush that phrase across like an 8-Days gossip excerpt which they incidentally brushed across in the pantry/toilet.
this is how they did it to us! we have been brought up from young this way! drilling it straight in to our skulls, forming 2nd nature!
we have so much to get heard! about the frickkin war, saddam and how he should NOT die and MANY many many many more!
instead, we nonchalantly brush it off like the classifieds section. right from the beggining! we were taught to be quiet! and worse. it goes like: "SHH! Be Quiet! Put Your Fingers on you lips!" like as if, SHH wasn't enough. You had to shout again, BE QUIET. SHHH? BE QUIET?? repertative!!!! and at the end of that? u gotta have in physical. physical!! put your fingers on your lips!!!
my lord. this is why everytime we always joke about all these procedures tuned in straight from nursery!
OHJEE EZ !
8:41 AM -
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
FLEA MARKET STALLS AVAILABLE Flea.Fly.Flo.Fun on 18th Nov(sat), 4pm - 10pm, Home Club.
square love opps, i stole something. please don't tell. but cardboard-musing at midnight is great.
4:47 AM -
Sunday, November 05, 2006
BLOCK giant muthafooken b-l-o-c-k
can't believe i missed out on dNb for this shit
10:47 AM -
Friday, November 03, 2006
IKEA Tampines is opening on 30th Nov! east-side-yooo :]]
8:30 AM -
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
tonight's exceptionally warm. perhaps cos it's the eve of halloween? and that's just a pathetic excuse.
i miss being in school. being in action. amazingly, i miss being a bumble bee. around amok with smelly muslin in the studio. cham siong-ing with Mr Pringles, the security guard. complaining about how many jukis that don't work. hearing "OH SHITTT!" from behind my back. uttering a string of other vulagrities under my breath. getting pricked too many times by pins that it doesn't matter. walking to the reservior to chill out with kakis and a drink. running back from pondok when u see the rain approaching.
basically, i want to get busy. also, i'm bored with cable. and my chair's not comfy enough to keep watching my abundace of shows. heh! worst of all, i'm broooke. very, very.
3:00 AM -
oh all you hawt babylons. help your local heros to fly high!
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